Underbar - Scotts

Got this song and the type of music is very Swedish swinging.

I like it.

/ A

Piano in the dark...

I was just reminded about this oldy. I loved it heavy and played it so many times when I was a young girl..

enjoy Brenda Russel, still a good song.



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qSibQtsIp1A&feature=related

Yours
Anna

Pokerface

In some ways and in some occasions I sometimes manage to be the best actor ever. No matter the pain, no matter the hard feelings, no matter the sadness and no matter anything... but you just know that things are so damn wrong. In some cases, I manage to keep smiling and be cool inside even if I am burning.

And damn, I have burned. So much, that I have managed to improve my already very bad pokerface. That is good of course... On the other hand, my real face have been visible many times this year and I dont know what to say ....

This last year have been like a rollercoaster. Three of my best friends really betrayed me heavy and deep and I just wanted to die.

One of them, I was not ready to loose the way it happened , really did see the real Anna face, and it was no pokerface. And truly, I managed to forgive. The other one.... I dont know if I have forgiven.. but I will never forget that the excuse never ever will come.


The third one, I will never ever understand, how a person can betray so much. I will never ever get that answer. I just want things to be ok again.

I forgot the fourth one.... but it was not even a friend, just someone who managed to manipulate me in a way that was my best lessons learned ever. gosh..... I just remembered I have deleted everything regarding that person. Waist of time and energy.

Luckily.... I had my best face on when I met someone that really made sence to me this year. What goes around comes around and I truly just say thanks to my guide in life.

And I promise, I will never let go of a sad pokerface to a person that I truly like and love. Never ever.

I still believe in happiness and love, no matter...

Love / Anna

Back in town..

So.... time is just flying and I guess its flying even faster if you have a good time.

Last summer was great, but this... even better .

US, Greece and one week ago Prague... and in between ... some work but also some great days around every know and then.

Love, happiness and energy has been on the schedule every day and I think it is a great prescription.

Back to Prague.... what a city. Historical centre and houses all over. I could not believe that it was as fantastic as it was.

Beer , beer and beer,.... and last night... some Absint. True... I think I had the trip of my life and I could not stop laughing. Thanks my love for bringing me home that night.... too.

Well... we have had a great time and we have truly adjusted the Chech drink and dining for 9 days.

Knackwurst and Sauerkraut mmm... and beer of course.

Visited Staropramen and Pilsner Urquell breweries and it was fantastic.

Walking and walking and just enjoyed every minute.

I think I have gathered energy for months coming.

And back in business again.

Thank godness my employees ... you just make it possible for me to be back in town...

and I did a quick update of the blog. I need to shape up.

Dont think I dont have anything to write about... I do have, but I am not sure if I can put it out in the cyber.


I guess i will one day.

Hugs
Anna

Loose your love tonight ... The outfield

So... do you remember this? I do.. it ´s a great one. For you .

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h_bmOp2UWOc&feature=related



Josie's on a vacation far away Come around and talk it over.
So many things that I wanna say You know I like my girls a little bit older.
I just wanna use your love tonight I don't wanna lose your love tonight.
I ain't got many friends leff to talk to Nowhere to run when I'm in trouble.
You know I'd do anything for you Stay the night but keep it under cover.

I just wanna use your love tonight I don't wanna lose your love tonight.

Try to stop my hands from shaking But something in my mind's not making sense.
It's been a while since we were all alone But I can't hide the way I'm feeling.

As you're leaving please would you close the door?And don't forget what I told you.
Just 'cause you're right that don't mean I'm wrong

Another shoulder to cry upon.I just wanna use your love tonightI don't wanna lose your love tonight.

I just wanna use your love tonight I don't wanna lose your love tonight.I just wanna use your love tonightI don't wanna lose your love tonight.Use your love - lose your love - your love

In the name of love ...

So back home again after one of the most calmest but warmest summer holidays ever. Kos Greece and it was about 36 degr. celcius in the shadow. So nice.

Kos is the island for youths, partying, sex, love and rockn roll. It was visible and mostly close. Our hotel was located in the centre of Kos town, very old and not to much maintained and it was filled with Scandinavian youths ready to party every single minute of the day and night.

I enjoyed looking and being in the atmosphere and I did manage just to stay cool and hope that my sons will not go here to soon...

We went swimming every day, we did a sailing trip for 3 islands and it was fantastic. We rented a car and drove to one of most nicest beaches ever, also up to the mountains and a roundtrip really worth the time. Had lovely dinners every night and just enjoyed the company of the 3 of us.

We had the pleasure to meat Marita from Södertälje who travelled with her daughter and friend and we had many funny talks during the week.

We also went out for a bar round in the night and we did have some fun. Fun laughin to the youngsters who wanted to hook us up .. even if we could have been there mothers... fun laughing to see the bar hunters offering drinks.. buy one get 3... with the intention to get dead drunk and buy some more.

We did know about the party island and we did not bother about the heavy night life.

It was a week filled with love and caring and just staying together. Specially I enjoyed my older son Charlie to have some closer chat and thoughts about the year past. Of course Robin too, who spent almost all the time in the water, swimming like a dolphin, he is so lovely.

And also.. the minds of love to long for someone back home. I did.

Love and kisses.

Anna

The after party...

I had a great Saturday evening. Excellent entertainment, good food and very very nice company. Then the after party.

Hm.... You should not be to sober when joining the after party. I was very tired but gladly, in a great mood so we had a good time.

Later on we decided to continue in my flat. Guitarr, rosé wine and lovely sunshine coming thrue the window.

Time for games.... . Truth or consequence. I have not done that since I was a kid and it was an interesting game. Especially since everyonw was kind of deep honest in the truth.

When you have met someone you just wonder a lot of things and this game could be a great alternative to speak out.

I can´t make anything regarding the history, but I can truly make something about the future.

I got a question.. " How much do you miss Stockholm ?" and that was no to easy to answer. But it is a great question to build on