Thursday, October 30, 2008

Choices...

Life is in some ways about making choices. Go for them, evaluate them, renew, cancel or just choose different and make new choices. To not choose is kind of a loose -loose situation to me.

The last years I have done many choices and I dont regret any of them. That would be stupid to do and i would very much be hard on myself.. But I have considered my choices and evaluated what made me making the choices i did and sometimes I have managed to surprise myself, mostly good but somtimes also not so very beautiful.


The choice to fight for the hotel business was a great choice, I am proud.

The choice to leave Nordea for something different... another great choice.

The choice to separate a second time with three children was another choice I did and it was a good one, win win to all, and mostly to myself. My sons would never forgive me for staying in a non healthy relationship and I would be the worst role model ever.

The choice to move back to Arboga, a choice that means so much I cant measure it. Just great happiness.

The choice to leave my kids in Stockholm, hard, good, controlled, but also some difficult.... but right, absolutely .....they choose this time as well and will learn to see the half full glass as I do. Its about love.

The choice to help a friend in some trouble regarding financials, scary,, but a friend is a friend, and next time i will need the help. Its about trust and friendship.

The choice to get back to my female minds and female friends for energy and great fun, great choice.

The choice to accept a dinner invitation by someone I did not know at all but just had a great feeling for.... good choice anna . Continue trusting the intuition.

The choice to choose a lovely man and lover for a great exiting future, best choice ever, all in. Jump and scream out loud the love and energy when there.

The choice to open my mouth, speak out loud and tell what I want and need. If I want something I will tell. If I dont.. i will make one of my non good choices ever.

And finally... one of my golden choices .... happiness. Truly, I choose happiness and You choose your own happiness and manage it as well.

Keep on making choices.

Love
Anna

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