Coaching and Energizing

To be honest. For the first time in my life, I have run out of energy and motivation in a very strange way, but still both happy and mostly thrilled anyway. How about that combination?

When you mostly not expect coaching and inspiration and definately not believed you would get any in the nearest future, Its just there, waiting for to be given and coming to you for free just by asking.

Why is it so hard to ask for it? In my case it was. I have asked too many times but not accepted and liked the given answers since I did not want any answers. Just the right questions.

I have to deal with some questions on my own and my head just went spinning for some weeks. That is nothing I can recommend. I have not been sleeping very well lately and neither not had my usual happy spirit , and that is really not normal to me.

During this last week I realized that i got some very good coaches in my life at the moment. They were just there, maybe not waiting to be asked for coaching, but they were definatley there ready to give me the right questions. And I dared to ask for it.

No doubt you have to make up your mind and make decicsion all on your own, but the way to get there can be a both hard and a bumpy journey.


When people around you give you the answers and questions you dont like and are just there to convince you that there is no idea to go for your passion and energy in life. Also they strive to always do what is best for everyone else but yourself.

I just cant deal with those suggestions and thinkings any more.

Sometimes your stomach feeling is just the one to listen to and I normally do and will do. And not only the stomach. My heart too. Even more important and I have to put love and passion into things to get the energy and motivation.

Probably a very hard philosofy and strategy which makes me both fail and succeed in great ways, but it is just me.

I got the right questions from a very good coach this week and that just was the golden moment and things i wanted. No answers, no judging and no advices. But just the very best questions to give me a very nice kick in my a.....

I am sure, very sure about certain things now, and it feels great. Please, I will take my energy and spirit back to me at once. I deserve that.


Love from here.