the life so far.....

Have you ever considered to tell anyone the whole story of your life so far?

Including the first year of your life, the childhood, the teenages, the first job, your relations, your marriage, your first carreer move, and the rest of your happenings until today?

Maybe, maybe not. The other day I was asked to tell my story among some friends. That was really interesting from many perspectives and of course interesting to listen to my friends stories, which included things I did not even had a clew about. Honest and pure telling. Things and happenings that have had an impact of the moves and actions thrue out the lifecycle, so far.

I can easily talk about things, and so this time. I did not have that much time to consider and prepare what to tell, it just went kind of natural and I picked and choosed among important milestones in my life.

During the story, I just reflected on the things I choosed to tell and really listened to myself what I said. I have to admit that I became kind of sad, but also some happy.

What things did I really tell? And why? Some things I choosed to tell, and some not.

Some critical happenings have probably given me the strength and energy to choose happines in my life. I could have made some total opposite choices... or not? Damn, things you try to hide and forget, they are more closer then you want to admit sometimes.

I just realized that I did some great strategy work already as young girl, surviving strategies .... including an implementation plan.

This understanding made and makes me really sad, and proud.What is strongest..?

Never ever hold back.... stay confident and go for the things you really want. Those are my leading guides at the moment. I feel comfortable with it.. so far.

I am in charge of what I choose.

After leaving the laywer office in January I had a strong feeling that i should write a book and tell the truth. Honest, it will kill any story you have heard or seen in any tv show ever. I promise. My story is just as crazy as any fictive story you can ever find. You wouldnt believe it. And I am just in the middle of the story ....so far.

I better find a director, immediately.

Love,
A