Merry Christmas

Another Christmas is coming.. just straight into your face and I just shake my head. One more year and I still remember when i wrote last year blog from Christmas and new year.



I was not in happy pappy mood so to say and the reason was kind of a few. Mainly because i should celebrate my first christmas in Stockholm for years, without the children and without going to my father which I normally did when not seing the boys.



Of course I surviced that Christmas, damn good, actually It became one of the best ever. I still remember the happiness and great laugh we shared in the bar in the department store, Gunilla and I with the owner of the bar. We drank champagne and also blueberry glogg and we were tipsy and giggling all day and night long.



Well hello,,, and the walk thrue old city to to a bar and the rest.... yeah... we did our choices and we enjoyed every minute. Even though.... be both shared a strange feeling to not celebrate with the one you love and want to have close.



This year, my children are in place and that gives me some kind of calmness and satisfaction I cant describe. I can be the present mother every minute and just spend love.



The celebration started today here in Stockholm and will continue in Arboga. I look forward to spend some days in the old apartment over there, truly I do.



I will do the Christmas as good as I want to and have energy to do and I have asked my children to do the same.



Time for reflections, time for decision and time for some resting. But also.. time for sharing and love as much as possible. Even to the ones that are to far away... half full glasses have to be enough .. at least for this christmas and some more days.



After new years eve and a few days more I will celebrate and drink the lovely champagne I got today in full glasses. No matter what will be the first strategic initiative for 2009, and no matter the challenges to face . I am ready for a new year, just ready to go out and make it the best year ever.

I love to live.



Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year.





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