Wake up Anna ... 4th December

did you read about the happy Monday? well at least it lasted for about 20 hours... then.. down .. the happiness.. was kind of far away.


Deep down. Honestly I went down for sleep for 48 hours.. almost. Woke up today... this morning.... punished by the lovely people in the hospital that took care of me.... and reminded me about my blindness.

No one will ever understand me... but when I woke up today at 0530 .... i could open my eyes, smile, move my face and body again and also talk normally. I almost wanted to scream out loud that feeling.

Tuesday night my body was drained of my lifeline and energy... and today thursday morning I felt the Anna nerv was back again. And I promised myself to enjoy it even more from now on.

These days during shitty sad circumstances you realize the truth and prioritizing close to you ..
Hard but true and that is also a good wake up even if my heart goes spinning and hurts badly again.

Back to reality....Some calls today made my day. I could laugh out loud and I felt the lovely happiness again I normally fell and own , thank good...when enjoying my life and the speed of trust. Fuck the sadness Anna, and lets choose the happiness. Absolutely.

4th December will be on my mind for some time.


listen to this song.... A Million Candles burning

I like it and it makes me wanna move my burned body slowly....

guess what version I prefer today?

http://se.youtube.com/watch?v=lyPRwwTxJiI&feature=related slow....

http://se.youtube.com/watch?v=5PS3cn72Lfo&feature=related not so slow...


a beautiful place with power and grace, where the sun never sets The cities of hope with people that cold A vision is born
(Chorus)

A million candles burning From now you are never alone 'cause people's minds are turning From now a conscious mind

With fire and flame, water and rain She calls out for help We lived and we learned this love got burned It's over and out

(Chorus) A million candles burning From now you are never alone 'cause people's minds are turning From now you are never alone

Now the tide is turning From now you are never alone 'cause people's minds are turning From now

Today we turn the page A change from deep inside
Tonight we celebrate the beauty and the power of this turn
Tonight

(Chorus) A million candles burning From now you are never alone 'cause people's minds are turning From now you are never alone Now the tide is turning From now you are never alone 'cause people's mind are turning
From now Today we can change Tomorrow's too late From now a conscious mind
Everyone knows Where we must go From now a conscious mind