May 1st 2009...
hello!! Time is really running. Seven years ago I remember the rush into the hospital ... after only 10 minutes in the shower I started to give birth to my youngest son Robin and the nurse had not been able to prepare herself at all. Robins father was standing with my clothes in his arms and just stared.... over and out... Puh.
But it was pretty easy anyway compared to the first one Simon.
Today he is 7 years old and a lovely little boy. He is cool, calm and happy and he is very comfort in his life due to the fact that he trust both me and his father 100% . We will do anything to him , anytime. And he is safe with that. And he is well aware that his brothers love him heavily.
As he is a ´"divorce child" he is of course some spoiled, but not over spoiled.
But when I hunted his gift for today I felt kind of overcompensating the little boy a bit... by buying away my bad consious with a Nintendo DS.
But ... I know that people do that even if they are not divorced, just bored and dont know better, due to the fact that they want to compensate someting else, or just bad consious. Sad but reality as good as anything else I guess.
I at least admit it and am in control... of both my shopping and my life :-).
Today we celebrated his birthday in our summerhouse with guests, coffee, lemonade and a huge green cake. His favourite cake . He also got his favourite Lego, Star 'Wars from my sister and was very happy about that . He built it immediately on his own even if it was very complicated level of Lego. And he almost crashed it in the car on the way to the city because of his determination of keep it in his knee.
The sun has been shining all day long and I just enjoy life every single second as good as I can. I just sit in the sun, do some reflections and wonder if my seul mates are doing the same. If so, it would be great with a sign, i need some holy spirit company in my spring minds.
I have updated my blog photo in my sister in law´s new sunglasses.. Armani, do you like it?? and I think that a new pair of sunglasses will be my first thing to shop when arriving in Miami.
Tomorrow is the second of May and I will buy a new Lawn mover... boring but necessary.
The old one took two of my toenails....and I will not challenge anymore.
Love and energy from
Anna
hello!! Time is really running. Seven years ago I remember the rush into the hospital ... after only 10 minutes in the shower I started to give birth to my youngest son Robin and the nurse had not been able to prepare herself at all. Robins father was standing with my clothes in his arms and just stared.... over and out... Puh.
But it was pretty easy anyway compared to the first one Simon.
Today he is 7 years old and a lovely little boy. He is cool, calm and happy and he is very comfort in his life due to the fact that he trust both me and his father 100% . We will do anything to him , anytime. And he is safe with that. And he is well aware that his brothers love him heavily.
As he is a ´"divorce child" he is of course some spoiled, but not over spoiled.
But when I hunted his gift for today I felt kind of overcompensating the little boy a bit... by buying away my bad consious with a Nintendo DS.
But ... I know that people do that even if they are not divorced, just bored and dont know better, due to the fact that they want to compensate someting else, or just bad consious. Sad but reality as good as anything else I guess.
I at least admit it and am in control... of both my shopping and my life :-).
Today we celebrated his birthday in our summerhouse with guests, coffee, lemonade and a huge green cake. His favourite cake . He also got his favourite Lego, Star 'Wars from my sister and was very happy about that . He built it immediately on his own even if it was very complicated level of Lego. And he almost crashed it in the car on the way to the city because of his determination of keep it in his knee.
The sun has been shining all day long and I just enjoy life every single second as good as I can. I just sit in the sun, do some reflections and wonder if my seul mates are doing the same. If so, it would be great with a sign, i need some holy spirit company in my spring minds.
I have updated my blog photo in my sister in law´s new sunglasses.. Armani, do you like it?? and I think that a new pair of sunglasses will be my first thing to shop when arriving in Miami.
Tomorrow is the second of May and I will buy a new Lawn mover... boring but necessary.
The old one took two of my toenails....and I will not challenge anymore.
Love and energy from
Anna
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