Hero ...

Some days are just more .... challenging then others.

This day started quiet .... challenging. My youngest son sad no, no no and nothing but no this morning which means that you have to put on your most strategic mother hat ever to at all get away from home...and to work.

Of course we managed, it is just a matter of the delivery quality. I never want to deliver my son to school in a sad or stress mode so.. yes, then you just have to stick to the quality and take some extra from the time account. As in a project.

The working morning hours were in control due to some good planning. Great. Some nice messages and notices... even better.. The afternoon hours were more challenging and I kept my mood and energy at a high level to the very end, a workshop that was quiet unstructured, ( not facilitated by me) and some mezzy.

Could relax 1 minute before take off to home. Rush down in the subway to coming train, crowded of course. Relaxed and dreamt about some nice vacation coming... before last station I should grab my car-keys to be prepared for the second running... and then. No keys!! Stepped out of the train... 10 seconds for a quick decision to go forward home without my car... or go back.

I did jump on the coming train, back to the city. Back to work. And as the key tag was together with the car keys... Call for the security man to open up.

Puh.. yes, keys on the table, just waiting for me. Back to subway, back to car, back home.
Crying son on the phone. Hungry hungry... promise from the older son one to start fixing dinner. Great...

Finally, home again. No dinner, quick dinner fixing .. into the shower, prepare the bed time. Find a good good night story... kiss and good night, I love you....

then... on the radio... I hear a song to me .. Hero .... and I just know they play it for me in that moment. Sometimes you are just a Hero and it feels great.

" Oh, out on the line, like a star, like a hero
Love will survive
Oh, taking a fight is a life of a hero
Staying alive "


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