Single Friday....

I got my very first comment on the blog yesterday... please have a look. I just had to publish it as I am flattered and so curious... who are you and where do you come from? Please let me know stranger. ( i hope it is a man as i got kisses... :-)

One very good colleague who follows my blog asked me if I should write about more drunkers..... and I did not really understand the question I have to admit. Probably my blog bored him to death about that, but anyway.... just for his information I can tell that I got a another proposal today on my way home and that is really the truth, this time 2 beauty drunkers..., I promise, I just said no thank you, I am married....

That was a nice thing to say, and now I was lying.... Sweet little lovely lie and I also pretend sleeping ( with a big smile) . I have to admit that my self confident have really been boosted the last two days... two proposals in two days... jesus, I should been grateful. And I just realize I dont need to be single one more day if I dont want to...

Hmm... how interesting. I will come back to some single thoughts soon...

Another friend commented my blog today and told me to keep on blogging because it was nice following me from a very long distance. I am grateful of that feedback too.

Back to the single thingy again. One of the most common questions I get among men, friends and people I meet when i am out is, - How come that you are single ? What is the real, real problem with you?? You seem to be a nice woman and jadi jadi jadi...

That 's it.!! Thank you very much for that. Feels like a hit in the face. It is definately something wrong with me.... isnt it, it has to be or...? We can argue about this for a long time, and why not ask some really good sources as well ?

Let me say like this, Yes, it probably is a lot of wrongs and things with me, I would be surprised if not, I am a very much alive person with my own values and behaviours in my relationshiop management. And, I will wait for that day when somebody tells me that it is alright, and ok, all my wrongs and difficulties...

if we should call them problems or whatever.... I cant be someone else than I am, that is really to put violence into the personality and that would be hard and probably impossible. I am not Miss perfect ,definately not..

but of course... I need to sharpen my saw in many ways, that is for shure. And as long as I am aware of that, i am not that really worried. ( and I am making progress, promise, at least on the theoretically level)


And I will never ever tell anybody about my choices I have made related to relations and how grateful I am about taking the steps to get out of relations that are not worth put more energy into. When You give more then you get and you just get out of air and basically just die. Sad but true. And that is really not me, as I am mostly the most alive person in many ways.

With full respect to my ex men, I truly love and respect them in one way and always will, and I also wish them the very best life ever. I was not the right one for them. I am happy I realized that before total catastrophies and break downs, and yes, so are probably they. And also, I secured a lot of feedback to add on to my personal relationship CV, and that is golden. But damn, it is real hard.

Let me share some songs I truly love at the moment and also make me remember and dream both back and forward. They are a combination of sad, happy and kind of sexy songs that I just like at the moment. Please share my favourites...and my mood.

Have a nice weekend. A


Please don´t stop the music --- Rihanna

Say it right -- Nelly Furtado

To late to apologize - Timbaland / One republic

Bleeding Love - Leona Lewis