Hangover...

We are writing Tuesday 29th of July and I will say happy birthday to my x-husband today. Congratulations, i hope your day will be lovely to celebrate with the boys.

Myself is kind of bleeding. My body does not work. Ater the weekend I am totally out of order. I cant almost walk and move and my body is just.. hurting.

I realize my ordinary manager work is some kind of different from the work done the last days. All my muscles have been used and I feel tired and tired. Exhausted. It is kind of same as a long hangover.. and you think you will never recover.

My house is kind of a hang --- over... too at the moment. Full and full of boxes and things and I wish I could be magic for some hours and just get rid of everything. Its just hanging over my shoulders.

But , the sun is shining and my happiness remains and I feel like a happy woman. Soon I will see my boys again and that makes me crazy happy. They will die when they see the mess in the house i guess.

Btw.... I was called "madam" today and that felt very oldfashioned... but kind of nice anyway.

I better go to bed early tonight to make sure I can get out of bed tomorrow.

Love from here