Anna A= alcoholica..... well hello. Have you ever considered being a summer alcoholic and got the lovely nickname alcoholica buy a fancy man you wish had taken you for a date instead?
I have. Some weeks ago there were a lot of parties ongoing and you keep on drinking and drinking. ok I kept on drinking and drinking... that is the truth. I was not dead drunk the nights and evenings I talk about but anyway.... little bit to much.
The Highlight of the eveing was when one guy called me Anna Alcoholica during the evening..... !! thank you sir. Obviously i was a little bit too tipsy and I guess my mouth was talking to much as well..
But anyway.. i felt kind of stupid and for some minutes i woke up and got sober for some seconds. Not all the time you are in control... not me at least.
I have not done anything that i regret only said things that i can be some embarrased about ok ok...
At the moment i am kind of happy that there are not to many parties ongoing.. i need to rest. And it feels very good to be sober.
One of the first nights at the hotel I was so dead tired and exhauested to I actually took a small glass of pure absolut peach vodka and just drank it.
I hated myself for doing it but I just had to. That was not the best thing i had done.. but at that moment it was the only right thing to do.
Never ever i will do that again... and always ever i will remember that nickname and it will be my best reminder ever.
Who wants to end up like Anna Alcoholica... well.. not me.
I am to happy for that.
Love
A
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