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Some Mondays are more challenging then others .. or lets say are more nervouslike..

Final day for the partnership in the hotel and I was kind of nervous but anyway determind and secure about the outcome. Inside crazy happy, outside.... hard, nervous and stiff

The physical meeting between 4 eyes.. or lets say..... no eyes.. only talk... lasted for 10 minutes.

The formal meeting lasted for 15 minutes.

Over and out. Done ready. 100%..... freedom, responsibility, but mostly choose the right energy.

A small hug and good -bye, of course initiated by me.

Walk back to the hotel and ...

Then.. the feelings and tears just came floating all the way back to the hotel.. My happiness went into some sadness I cant understand. But maybe I can.

A panic call to the person I wanted mostly in this moment and the one I trust must of all, made me some more controlled but no...

My employee just stared at me when rushing into the doors and back to my room.

I wish I could have saved her that scienery but what to do.... At least, it was visible that I am made of flesh and blood as well..

Some fixing and fixing, stop snoring and tearing and ready steady again.. up and go. No time for sorrows .... Damn.
I should have open the bubble bottle .. that is what i wanted to in the morning.. but then.. no no. So wrong but so right.

Out driving for some shopping with my mother in the afternoon.... and she was actually kind of good to me this day. In her mother way. Good choice.


So... the celebration just took some smaller break today... I will do it tomorrow and then I have something else as well to celebrate.

Always bubbles in the glasses.. choose happiness and go for the things you want.

Yes .. i will. I did today. 100. And always.

Love A