Sunday evening in Stockholm and it is both cold, windy and some snowy. Growy. Sweden is truly dark, cold and lovely in November. Not strange that people get depressed by the dark up here in northen part of Scandinavia.
I am a lucky bastard, the darkness does neither affect me badly or sadly and mostly I like the dark hours , and love a fire and candles as an adding. I can guarantee that there are a lot of candles in my home at the moment, and most of them smell. Nice.
Time for reflections. Well.. I guess it is. It is always room and time for reflections, not only when you come to a critical happening and make it then and there. I prefer to reflect every now and then and also take the opportunity to celebrate the reflections.
But Is it always something to celebrate is your question? To me, it is. Maybe not the content itself.. but the reflection to be honest with yourself and the things you deal with. Its brave, its honest its pure and mostly very valuable.
This weekend was such a weekend when i had the time for some reflections. I got some unexpedted help from some old friends to just look back and also forward what has happened lately and what is coming. Amazing to hear myself tell everything what is going on... gosh.
Conclusions and summary... hard to be really open here but i will give it a cryptic try...
Happiness ... i have said it before, i choose happiness even during hard times, but.. it is ok to have a smaller breakdown every now and then if it is controlled. The hard thing is to have it alone.
Love conquers it all ?! .... and the winner takes it all?! , is that the true. If you are part of a game, make sure you adopt to the rules and not make to much violent of your values during the way when you are running ..... Easy?? not even for a super woman like me :-) ... i have just realized I am quiet normal in many ways but extraordinary in others.
Partnership can be great, successful and fun if it works--- but also, jealousy, hard words and fights.. My advice , Finalize it quickly and make the pain as quick as possible. Thank goodness for keeping myself cool during two challenging weeks in October.
Networking is valuable in all dimensions.. you never know when you need somone for something and they might be very close if you have great connection... thanks BP for sharing your connections to me, I will take care of it and make my best to feel like a winner in this very long formal stupid story. In one way I already do feel like a winner and I cant tell why. I just need to fix this. There is no other way.
Time for the last reflection...
I am dead tired and tonight I can just put myself down to bed without no preparing for tomorrow, alarms or anything else as a must.
Tomorrow is the day for prooving.... the speed of trust.
Love
A
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